It is really odd how you can find yourself to be so deep below the people who do not matter, but at the same time, so high above people you used to look up to. Seems cryptic, impersonal and largely improbable, so I will leave enough room for interpretation. In this case, there are, indeed, multiple valences to some elements.
*Sigh*… Why do I get so bloody WEAK during springtime…?
Love unbound by earthly chains,
Unending craving of the flesh,
All my wildest dreams untamed,
The calling of an urge refreshed –
The ramblings of a shambling mind,
Illusions of a troubled soul,
Twisted by a world unkind,
Maddened by sweet lies untold,
Ugly truths and smiles unseen,
A plague without a remedy –
All that she has ever been
And all that she will ever be.
Rising into strange sobriety,
I see things lost for so long –
She will always be beneath me,
For that is where she does belong.