Just some chaotic thoughts I’ve managed to materialize throughout the day.
Here it goes.
I’ve tried to drown in a sea of wine,
I’ve tried to swim as well,
Yet I can’t break free from what is mine –
My sweet delightful hell.
Submerged in slumber, I forget
That I have lost the way;
And the bottom beckons with regret,
Begging me to stay.
Yet I can’t reside in depths obscure –
The boring grey abyss;
I wish to leap and fly once more
In the glory of a lover’s kiss;
I wish that I could dare deny
Death’s enticing sway
Closing in as time goes by,
Yet still so far away.
And so I’ve drowned inside my sea of wine
And all the tales I couldn’t tell;
And I soar upon my wings divine
T’wards my delightful hell.
… I wish that I could drown once more,
For I now begin to see
The warmth of my beloved shore
…That’s still so far away from me.